Admiring a guy, that’s one of my weaknesses in my teenage life. I grew up in an environment where guys and men don’t live an honest life. Since I was a child, a certain truth was already fixed in my mind. All men are the same. I didn’t think or realize that there will still be an incident that will change that fact. I did not expect it, not until I met a guy like you. Things began to change. Little by little, my perceptions about guys are being change.
You have the looks, the brilliant ideas in your mind, the physique, the attitude and lastly, the heart. Meeting someone like you was not an accident for me to be surprised, but the thing that surprised me was to know that there is still a guy existing and possessing the characteristics that you possess. And admiring you or should I say starting to admire you; to include you in my thoughts and prayers are the things which I can’t really control, that’s why I said that it’s one of my weaknesses.
I went into a serious talk with the Master, begging, for Him to remove this feeling if it’s not really from Him. I tried my best to forget you; your smile, the way you talk and the way you approach people and all other things that reminds me of you. Of all the ways I tried, I still can’t do it.
We can’t be friends and I must be contented of the “hellos” I’m receiving from you. You have your own world, your own spotlight and your own circle of friends and I can’t be included with them. For me you’re a star; a million miles away from me, so I must be happy seeing you from a far. Despite the distance that separates your world from my world, I hope that someday, God will allow a situation in our lives, for you to go down in my world and me to reach your world, on that moment; I wish that our paths will cross and you will notice a simple girl like me. We have the same beliefs, the same kind of faith and the same joy shared in God’s kingdom; the only difference is that, we are placed in two different worlds.
I don’t regret the moment when I met you and got the chance of knowing you better, I’m even thankful that God changed that fixed idea in my mind, and He showed me that guys who belong to His kingdom are different.
_dedicated to Mr... kapangalan ng matapang na kabataan na pumatay kay Goliat.. heheh.._
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