To: you
Having someone like you as a friend was really a blessing and I'll always be thankful for having the chance to meet someone like you in the world of communication.
The moments and the friendship we had are the things which I will always treasure, and with our misunderstandings, I learned a lot from them, but reminiscing the latter was the painful part.
Honestly, i don't remember all the details of the latest misunderstanding that we had ( I'm not expecting you to believe me but I'm telling the truth), no matter how I tried. On the other hand, I find it beneficial for me, to atleast ease my burden inside.
I know you'rre hurt again, and again it's because of me.
I'm sorry ( for how many times? well, I can't remember). I hope you can still forgive me. ( Maybe it will take some time, but I still hope I'm still alive when that time comes)
Like what I always say, my prayers will always be with you and your family and also to your Grandfather,(may God's healing be upon him).
From the bottom of my heart, again, I'm so sorry.
May God bless you all the days of your life.
Thanks for everything. It will be so hard to forget someone like you.
From: me
Monday, January 12, 2009
HOLD ON, LOOK UP ON THE CROSS
I feel like collapsing; my body seems to lose it's capability of carrying the entire me; my mind wants to shout and ask the question, " Why is the responsilibility to think given to the brain?"
I know I need to stop; take a deep breath, think for a moment and then continue to think, until I figure out what's wrong with me.
What's happening to me?
I can't bear the pain anymore. I can't afford to stand straight. I find it difficult to smile. The whole me wants to burst all the pain, the worries, disappointments and heartaches.
I can't forget that I've endured all those problems that had passed, not with my own strength but with the strength that comes from you. And now, I feel like giving up, but I don't want to.
I want to shout. Where is my faith? Why am I feeling this way?
The enemie is trying to pull me away, away from You and away from Your plans. What will I do?
" Father, I know that You already saved me from sin. Teach me to hold on and to look up on the cross, where once my Savior was hanged but now He reigns and will forever reign."
I know I need to stop; take a deep breath, think for a moment and then continue to think, until I figure out what's wrong with me.
What's happening to me?
I can't bear the pain anymore. I can't afford to stand straight. I find it difficult to smile. The whole me wants to burst all the pain, the worries, disappointments and heartaches.
I can't forget that I've endured all those problems that had passed, not with my own strength but with the strength that comes from you. And now, I feel like giving up, but I don't want to.
I want to shout. Where is my faith? Why am I feeling this way?
The enemie is trying to pull me away, away from You and away from Your plans. What will I do?
" Father, I know that You already saved me from sin. Teach me to hold on and to look up on the cross, where once my Savior was hanged but now He reigns and will forever reign."
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