I feel like collapsing; my body seems to lose it's capability of carrying the entire me; my mind wants to shout and ask the question, " Why is the responsilibility to think given to the brain?"
I know I need to stop; take a deep breath, think for a moment and then continue to think, until I figure out what's wrong with me.
What's happening to me?
I can't bear the pain anymore. I can't afford to stand straight. I find it difficult to smile. The whole me wants to burst all the pain, the worries, disappointments and heartaches.
I can't forget that I've endured all those problems that had passed, not with my own strength but with the strength that comes from you. And now, I feel like giving up, but I don't want to.
I want to shout. Where is my faith? Why am I feeling this way?
The enemie is trying to pull me away, away from You and away from Your plans. What will I do?
" Father, I know that You already saved me from sin. Teach me to hold on and to look up on the cross, where once my Savior was hanged but now He reigns and will forever reign."
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